I can’t help in a sense feel hypocritical. I can hook up with someone else, but then later on i still miss jason. I feel like it’s unfair to do that. Like how i can be making out with someone else if i still have feelings for Jason? I guess it’s because i know it’s [...]
Archive for March, 2008
Still unsure.
Posted in Uncategorized on March 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
don’t let the world pass you by.
Posted in Happiness, confusion, friends, life, love, travel on March 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
So when we broke up everyone was telling me “everything happens for a reason,” which i want to believe. So me being impatient and terribly heartbroken wanted to know what these reasons were. One of my friends suggested that i would be offered a job in China that i would never take since i was [...]
emotions.
Posted in Uncategorized on March 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
So i just saw the movie 21. It was good. It was exciting that it took place in Boston for part of the movie, and that even though he went to MIT all the scenes shot in a classroom were actually BU’s classrooms! wo0 exciting lol.
Anywayz there was a point in the movie where he [...]
A good friend is hard to find.
Posted in friends, life, love, moving on, unloyal on March 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I don’t find that to be true for me though. I find that i have a really good group of friends. People who no matter what are always there for me. They love me, care about me, and want me to be happy. I’m happy to have these people in my life. Cause over the [...]
life is too short…
Posted in Happiness, death, life, love, moving on on March 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I just found out that this girl i knew died. When i saw that she had died i was shocked. We were never that great of friends, and i probably haven’t talked to her in a few years, but it’s still very shocking/upsetting to see someone that you knew has died. I feel like i [...]
I wish i knew how i really felt
Posted in confusion, moving on on March 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I think, when i think, that i want something, but when it comes to reality i don’t know if i can handle it. Like i know i need to move on. I can’t sit around hoping Jason is going to call cause i’ve tried to reach out to him and i never get a response. [...]
going ’round in circles tell me will this deja vu ever end?
Posted in Happiness, hurt, love, moving on on March 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
There are times of the day where i think i’m doing ok, and then i don’t know what happens. I guess my mind starts to wander and i can’t help but think about Jason and everything. I think one of the things most upsetting to me is that if you asked me what happened for [...]
I hate change
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged change, courage, love, self-esteem on March 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I don’t think i deal with change well, and there i hate it. I know living life is all about change. You change everyday i think. You wake up and a new day is there and you have to face challenges that are going to come. It’s inevitable. I know this, but i just [...]
It could always be worse
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged death, love on March 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
That’s what people tell me, and i know it’s true. Right now i might feel like it’s the end of the world. I mean i don’t tihnk that, but i am pretty sad about it still. I know though that things could have been worse. I mean on the bright side he never cheated on [...]
I am sad and pathetic
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged broken heart, jason, pathetic, sad on March 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
This is how i feel. I wish i didn’t feel this way, but i can’t help it. I’m stuck in this place where i can’t move on, but desperately need to. I guess i want to start out by saying i was never one of those people who needed a boyfriend, or felt there were [...]
