Last night i started to read the book Eat Pray love by Elizabeth Gilbert. I’ve only read about 30 pages, but i can tell it’s going to be good. A friend of mine has already read it and highly recommended it. What i’ve gathered so far from the book is that it written by a women, [...]
Archive for April, 2008
Addiction
Posted in life, love, moving on, travel, tagged acceptance, addiction, book, Eat Pray Love on April 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
interesting quote
Posted in change, life, tagged change, looking back, memories, quotes on April 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
so i was looking a an old blog, of mine that i would write and not write in for periods of time, and i found this quote that i had put in one entry:
“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a [...]
i’m not alone, just lonely all the time.
Posted in Happiness, friends, hurt, life, love, moving on, travel, tagged confused, home, lonely, mixed feelings, scared on April 27, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I have so many friends, and i love them, but i can’t help but still missing Jason. Sometimes i wonder if i will ever not miss him. I feel like if i had someone else i wouldn’t, but i dunno…
I hate things that remind me of him, and make me cry. I’m so sick of [...]
What a beautiful day!
Posted in Happiness, life, love, moving on, tagged beautiful day, beginnings, endings, letting go on April 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
it’s so nice out, and it hs been really nice the past few days. I feel like you can’t help but be in a good mood .
It’s kind of weird tho because sometimes it makes me miss him more, cause i wish i could share this beautiful day with him, but other times [...]
Nothing’s forever in this crazy world.
Posted in Happiness, friends, life, love, moving on, travel, tagged acceptance, graduation, pathetic, trips on April 22, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I know this. I don’t know why i’m still having trouble accepting it though. I mean everything ends. We don’t live forever, we graduate, we retire, we die. I mean life in full of beginnings and endings, yet i’m still here wondering why this had to end.
This is the reason i write here… because [...]
back in boston
Posted in love, tagged Boston, home, Marathon Monday, random, sadness on April 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
it’s bittersweet leaving home. It was nice to be home, but it def made me miss Jason more. It was so hard to know he was so close, but i couldn’t see him or talk to him. I mean it has gotten easier, but being in Boston there is such a huge distance that i [...]
home
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged home, sad on April 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
being home makes me miss him so much more. Everything reminds me of him. It’s hard knowing he is so close by and i can’t go see him. I feel so lame, when i drove by the turn to his house yesterday i started to cry. I’ve been doing so much better, but being here [...]
How do you turn this thing off?
Posted in friends, life, love, moving on, travel, tagged Happiness, incomplete, margaritas, nice weather, sun, thinking on April 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I wish there was an off switch on my brain. I find when there is nothing to distract me, all i can think about is him. I don’t want to, but it’s like all I can think about when there is nothing else to think about. Sometimes i’m mad at him, other times i’m missing [...]
Hate is a strong word, but i really really really don’t like you.
Posted in Food, books, friends, hate, hurt, life, love, tagged books, dumb decisions, Food, friends, hate on April 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I wish i did hate Jason, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. I don’t hate him, i still want him. After all this time i’m sad to say that if he were to call me up and want me back i would probably take him back in a heart beat, and that makes [...]
