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Archive for May, 2008

I’m going to Europe for two weeks and i leave today! 
I’m excited to go.  I need a vacation.  I mean yea i’ve  been done with school since may 6th soo i’ve pretty much been on a vacation, but i need to get away.  Being home is weird.  I miss Jason still.  I know i wouldn’t [...]

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so tomorrow is the big day… graduation. 
i can’t believe it.  i’m starting to feel a bit overwhelmed right about now.  I have so many mixed emotions and i don’t know how to react or what to do with them all.  I’m about ready to cry.  
I haven’t really cried in a while… which is good. [...]

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Sunday is graduation.  I’m both incredibly excited, and nervous.  I’m excited to be done.  Like i’ve been going to school for what 16 yrs? It will be nice to not have to go to school, but then again i’ll need to get a job.  Like a job for the rest of my life.  Soo it’s [...]

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I feel like i’ve been so preoccupied thinking about Jason, and going home, an obsessing about what will happen if i see him or if i don’t, that i almost overlooked the fact that in a week i’ll be a college graduate and moving home for good.  I’m going to be leaving my apt for [...]

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i hate the fact that when something happens in my life i still want to tell him about it first.  
i feel like i can’t be completely happy about what happened because i get sad when i realize i can’t tell him… it’s been like almost 6 weeks since i’ve texted him or anything so [...]

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Done!

ahh i’m done with school!! I have finished college.. all that’s left is to graduate! 
I can’t believe this day has actually came.  I really didn’t think i would ever finish going to school. 
It really is quite scary to think i am done, and now need to get a job and enter into the real world. [...]

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One of my friends said this to me (it’s better to have loved and lost, then to never have loved at all) quite soon after Jason and i broke up.  I thought she was just bitter since i don’t think she has ever been in love.  After thinking more about this some more over time… [...]

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it’s pretty obvious that i struggle with this whole break-up thing like everyday.  The thing is i don’t get why.  I think there are a couple things i don’t get. 
1. i don’t get why we broke up.  It’s been like three months, and i still don’t completely understand why it happened.  I mean i knew [...]

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why do i still miss him so much :’(

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every one said in time it would be easier… and i think it has been.  But i just don’t think i really miss him any less.  
Like i’m used to not talking to him.. but i still miss him.  I’m used to not seeing him, but i wish i could.  
I wish i knew when [...]

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