i hate the fact that when something happens in my life i still want to tell him about it first.
i feel like i can’t be completely happy about what happened because i get sad when i realize i can’t tell him… it’s been like almost 6 weeks since i’ve texted him or anything so i wouldn’t want to break my streak. It’s just so hard cause i still think he cares about me, but he doesn’t. well if he does he doesn’t feel like showing it lol. But i still care about him and want to talk to him. I want to share things with him. It’s still so hard for me not to. I just keep wondering when it’s not going to be this hard anymore.
I know how you feel, I have been there…..
I love this girl, and because of things, not anything we did to one another, together we will never be…..
I often think of her, almost every minute of every day. My heart aches for her all the time. The way she would smile, with her cute dimples; the scent of her long dark hair while I walked behind her; the way she told me she loved me; the way she would stick her fork in my eggs… It was all simple stuff that made me love her.
Our love was something special, something I never experienced. It was love from the start and it grew way too fast! Then it disappeared just as fast, way too fast.
I love her with all my heart. It’s out of love that I leave her alone. Maybe one day she will come to her senses and realize that there is a sweet guy who would do anything for her.
My advice to you…if you do love him…call him and tell him…it’s never too late.