I’m going to Europe for two weeks and i leave today!
I’m excited to go. I need a vacation. I mean yea i’ve been done with school since may 6th soo i’ve pretty much been on a vacation, but i need to get away. Being home is weird. I miss Jason still. I know i wouldn’t just get over it and move on fast, but still i thought by now it would be easier. I mean i don’t let it show, but on the inside i’m soo sad and miss him so much.
He is such a jerk though, so i don’t even know why i miss him. I am better off without someone who is like him. I hadn’t texted him in two months, and when we both graduated i sent a text saying congratulations and no response. Like that’s a jerky thing to do. Like i was being the bigger person and he was just a jerk. But you know what Karma is a bitch and i hope he gets what is coming to him.
See, i think this way yet still i want him. I don’t know why… I wish i did. Oh well. I’m going to be in Europe for two whole weeks, not thinking about him! When i get home maybe i’ll be able to really deal with this and get over him. I still have a bit of nervousness in the back of my mind that eventually i’m going to run into him or someone in his family since i’m home… i mean we live like 10 mins from each other and go to similar places. I feel like it’s inevitable.. and i’m just scared cause i don’t know how i’ll react to it. But i’ll free from that feeling for two weeks!
Sooo i’m not going to think about stupid boys, just about Europe! wo0 
